Saturday, September 03, 2011
So August was rough as far as eating goes. But I'm not going to give up. I made myself
sick from eating several times. I saw the scale go up to 190, a number I haven't seen for
many months. but I'm not going to give up. I'm going to keep going forward, no matter how many steps I may fall back.
I got "The Spark" from the library and I liked it. I think that I so often start off my day with a defeated mindset. "This is too hard, I can't do this, I'll never be thin". But that's wrong. Why? Not because I'm good enough or strong enough. No, because I'm crying out to God and asking Him to help me. And He has promised that He will defeat every one of our enemies when we cry out to Him. He's a God who answers prayer. This giant will be defeated. This mountain will be leveled. It will be thrown into the depths of the sea.