We leave for Hawaii on Friday morning. Those of you who have followed my blogs know that the last few weeks have been extremely difficult and that this vacation is very much needed. I'm very concerned that I won't be able to fully enjoy myself with the anxiety and I'm not sure how to cope. The more I think about it, the more anxious I get. Its a vicious cycle. So...

I'm asking my sparkfriends who pray to please pray for me and for those who don't, throw some good thoughts my way. I appreciate it all. I'm sure I won't be sparking after Thursday, so I won't be able to get all the motivation and support you all give me everyday and I appreciate more than you could know.

See you all when I get back! Aloha!!