I am blogging this to kind of track my ups and downs and feeling drained and a bit lower than usual today. Don't know if it's because I am over thinking things or what is going on.

I did a Lotus Tarot reading and it makes me feel hopeful ... that good things ARE in fact coming my way (despite a few detours lately)...

Dan's attendance with me next weekend is 'up in the air' again due to something that happened with him at work on Friday and frankly I'm a bit peed about the yes/no stuff with him and all the last minute maybe I can or can't... Then I think perhaps it's my own issues and that this is 'life' in the dating world and things aren't always picture perfect as they are in the movies...

Ah my patience ... I know I need it ... I know I should just go with the flow and enjoy... so doing my best to do that. It's a cool day out - feels like fall. Have to pick up the girls soon and then get things ready for the week as they go back to school tomorrow. Looking forward to just vegging today...

Back to routine tomorrow in every sense of the word. Cheers!