Sunday, August 21, 2011
... because my mother is going to be taking finals. I get that she's struggling... I get that she needs extra time to study and stuff... and I get that she needs extra help around the house. But between her, my father acting like an adolescent, and my own internal/external/school problems... I'm freaking out.
American Idol is this Friday! How am I going to be able to practice like this? I have a major exam next Tuesday of my own. How will I be able to study? If I study at American Idol I lose out on warm-up. If I don't study there, will I force myself to do it basically all day Saturday?
This may sound stupid trivial to those that have children and a job and school and other obligations. But I didn't ask to run a dog rescue, my mom did, and now I'm taking over for two weeks on top of my own interests and obligations. And I said that I'm trying to get back on track? I'm already exhausted, and this is NOT going to help. My whole sleep schedule is off.
Just about ready to scream. *sigh*