Sunday, August 21, 2011
I have heard it said that the definition of insanity is to continue to do the same things every day but expect different results. Kinda ties in with wishing not making it so, I guess. The real problem for me has been that I want to continue to live my life as if I was still 20... eating, drinking and making merry to my heart's content, without concern for the consequences. Shouldn't take a rocket scientist to figure out that this doesn't work, but I've refused to believe I couldn;t just go on and on... so now I'm 50 and weigh 330 lbs, plus I feel terrible physically every single day; it feels like pieces of me are falling off a lot of the time... now THERE would be some quick weight loss, hahaha! My loving wife is my primary motivation to try to get back to feeling good again... I'd definitely like to spend a lot more time with her before I have to leave, and the only way to have a chance to do that is to try to take care of myself. So here we go again.