Saturday, August 13, 2011
As many of you may know i'm not much of a winter gal. I hybernate in my cave with a block of chocolate & am in total denial that it's cold & wet out there. No matter what, each year I head for the cave & come out in the spring a few kilos heavier....My 'winter coat' I call it.
Sigh....what do Ineed to learn? Why is it winter sucks so much? I must admit I have not had many occassions where I have gobbled everything in sight, including the plate & the bench, not quite! Still, I have a winter coat. One kilo less than what I was after winter last year, so hay, that's one kilo less to get off aye?
I do wonder though if i'll ever figure this weight thing out. Will I be freakn 80 & still trying to look slim? And why? Will I be loved anymore for being 5 or 10kg less? Who will I be if I was to achieve 20kg less? (other than a bag of bones). Why does it matter so much?
Esther spent a year preparing for a night with the king of Persia. They exfoliated & perfumed her (& others) in competition to be queen. She won b/c God put her there for a purpose, not b/c she was beautiful. Hitler killed many imperfect people (in his view), what sort of people are we that worship such perfection?
I should have been a psychiatrist!
To be honest, being less fat is about being healthier too. Not just vanity. I am afraid of the various aliments being over fat can cause. We have a family history of diabeties for one.
So, hear I go again....picking up where I left off, brushing off the cobwebs from the entrance to my cave, picking off the flees (LOL) & walkin on.........
ROLL ON SPRING!