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It's Friday

Friday, August 05, 2011

not sure what is going on. Still having anxiety attacks in my sleep these days and afraid one day I am going to wake up gaspin for air.

So today was been one of those that I have walked around in a true funk. Simple things like telling hubby I wanted to take either pole dancing or belly dancing lessons and having him laugh telling me that most likely I was going to cause injurry to myself.

So got up and just cleaned and did things mindlessly. I was waiting for the mail to come which it usually does between 12 and 1 so I could go to the bank and post office. Its now 5 pm and no mail yet. so my deposit will not be credited until Monday now.

My emotions are still really high and tears are sitting at the surface of my eyes almost constantly now.
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  • DEE107
    oh sweetie hugs hoping it gets better soon
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  • RONIE11
    well you just take those belly dance lessons and then give him a show on your anniversary.. LOL I took those lessons years ago and they sure wittle away your hips.. I hope you can cheer up soon.. When I was going through the change and having hot flashes I was also having anxiety and they said that its all connected sometimes.. after all it is all hormons (with the hot flashes) so I guess they could be right.. Your doctor should know some answers for you... Take Care.. Ronie
    2239 days ago

    our men don't always think about the power in their words. I bet your hubby is proud of you but does not always express himself well.

    Hang in there.
    2239 days ago
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