Friday, August 05, 2011
not sure what is going on. Still having anxiety attacks in my sleep these days and afraid one day I am going to wake up gaspin for air.
So today was been one of those that I have walked around in a true funk. Simple things like telling hubby I wanted to take either pole dancing or belly dancing lessons and having him laugh telling me that most likely I was going to cause injurry to myself.
So got up and just cleaned and did things mindlessly. I was waiting for the mail to come which it usually does between 12 and 1 so I could go to the bank and post office. Its now 5 pm and no mail yet. so my deposit will not be credited until Monday now.
My emotions are still really high and tears are sitting at the surface of my eyes almost constantly now.