I like this journal. Its just for me and food. I could talk all day about the things I eat and how it makes me feel.

Last night I went out and started out good, with red wine and a couple beers but... then... we went to an Irish pub where everyone is nuts and I ordered... I ordered. I cant bring myself to say it because Im so ashamed. A WHITE RUSSIAN! I dont know why I did it. A moment of weakness with a shot of vodka did me in. Needless to say I got home at 4 something in the morning and ate a few peanut butter and crackers with honey and drank milk. Grrreat. But I just counted it as my breakfast this morning and the cereal I had at noon was lunch. I bet I burned a lot of calories sleeping in to 12! Not.