Wednesday, August 03, 2011
I'm packing for the holidays and still something hurts, I'll be travelling w/some of my Superskiiny friends and I'm a bit scared.
They can eat as much as they can, the word 'Gym' to them is an unknown term so they do not understand my difficulties with whatever sweet is around.
Not only envy, what I fear the most is my limited awareness and power to control myslef under difficult circumstances.
Even if I will try, I admit I AM SCARED- better be prepared and unfortunately I have no magic pill and I cannot use anything magical.
Telling them I'm trying to lose weight has had no results - I've tried to communicate but if I spoke Chinese Mandarin they would have listened more carefully.
Should I speak or be silent????
I hope I will control myself after the third slice of Sachertorte they will eat in front of me!!!!