Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Today I'm not enjoying this diet thing I just want to eat whatever and forget it all. Today I have still stand in my calories range but I was fighting not to eat the sweats they just look so good. But instead of having the donut that someone that brought to work I ate one piece of mini snicker candy which wasn't bad in calories only 45 calories for one piece. Exercise forget I got mad at bob and juillan on the big loser challenge and end up just working out for 18 mins Which I guess it better then nothing. I'm starting to get the way I do before I give up on diet I'm just running out of motivation to keep going. It all started trying to find something to wear to the bar other all my close are missing or none of them fit or I like a cow in them which was really getting up set. I was to the point I wasn't going to go to the bar and just say home because I didnt feel unconformable my own skin. But I did go to the bar but wasn't pleased with the way I looked. I also went out to I hop after the bar and order something off the health menu. That a good thing. I have to get my motivation back other wise by the end of the weekend I'm going to be do with this because I'm finding way to much work.