Monday, July 25, 2011
Well i was just watching a movie about a writer. She was fat so she created a new image and a ficticious name to sell her books.
When i was watching it really felt like my life. Weight determines my mood and my self esteem. Five months ago i hid my body behind baggy clothes and often refused to go out if i was feeling fat. I engulfed my stomach with unhealthy food and continued to expand,
i love myself for my mind, my face, but not for my body. I feel that i still have to emerge and love myself for who i am.