Thursday, July 21, 2011
This is ridiculous! Two days ago I started with a little cough. Fast forward to this morning and I'm coughing up green + black stuff and in quite a lot of pain. I went to the doctor this evening and he says it is a chest infection, and that I have to stay in bed tomorrow. He says prednisolone means infections and stuff can take hold really fast, and a few days without treatment can mean pneumonia. That's some scary stuff!
Its also all in my throat so I've lost my voice (again, this was fine yesterday). They have been laughing at me all day at work :(. And I keep feeling bad because I am normally nice and polite to everyone and now the can't hear me. I giggled when I got off the bus because I said thankyou to the driver and then thought "he can't damn well hear you!".
Work was still some fun though. Partly because of my comedy act and all lost-voice related jokes. At lunch I went shopping with the-boy-I-like. He needed to buy some clothes and wanted girlie advice. It was brilliant. Ha! I'm so naughty. I'm playing it cool atm, just treating him as a friend. If he wants anything else he'll have to tell me. I am also having fun looking and not feeling particularly sad that there's nothing else. Its a bit weird. I should be all disappointed and now I'm not.
I was interested in the comments I got on the last blog. I think perhaps you guys are right. But also I have considered another thing: he got out of a long relationship only 4 months ago. This other girl is someone 'hot' but he says doesn't have much personality. Perhaps he looking for something more casual right now? So, spinning it all into something nice and positive, he values me more than that so is sort of keeping his distance but sort of still interested?