So so so how does it go?
After a day of munching chocolate covered noms et nommy noms, typing and un-typing thesis lalalalala UH! deletedeletedelete, stalking 'creativegreed' and waaaaaaaay toooo much Bipling ( 4give if you sense an unconscious hommage in my 'voice' O my dayz indeed)..... I am currently basking in my residual 'skinny delusions' before tomorrow mornings 'weighty issues' weigh-in (in fairness it has been....ummm 2 weeks since i've weighed...and it has been dicey riley at times...but more of that to follow..)
HowNeva! my skinnyimaginarium!
Feeling creatively inspired (due to the productivity of my online procrastination stations cet apres midi I am playing with my clothes. I revelled in my fool the brain skinnimini pretend (induced for any1 who's unaware------or even reading this----by not weighing myself..wonderously fun working out...and being happygolucky(er) easy(er-ish) with the eats/drinkz...) by wearing my skinny jeans (i.e. the cut not the aspiration) of which their current bagginess renders this label a misnomer, and cool as camden pocket top with big ol'runners and messy messy hair...yums.
So the mission- CHUCK OUT OLD CLOTHES!! to give you an idea, I have a part magpie (mmmm sparkley vintage/charity shop/antique clothes) part stone cold broke (tescos, ummm...charity shop (the more depressing kind) and ill fitting handmedowns-tradeoffs, salecrapwhyindaHelveticaDidibu
lio) So there is A LOT TO CHucK...
Meanwhile I throw around remaining clothes into interesting outfits that i can sit in my teeeny tiny office this wee(a)k feeling 'different' and 'unique' and 'not a scientist' and 'can afford nEW stuff' (I can have skinny delusions, so why not be completely delusional???YOPYOP
Little dresses, work boots, big wide mans belt (great, wrap it around ur waist a few laps and u feel itsy bitsy
way hey!) grungey t-shirts avec florality big ol' necklaceys and odd earrings fabbydabbydoohdaaaaa
ALLLLL of this is terribly fabulous and Very Distracting from weigh in Mo(u)rning.... All has not been wonderful
I have not been bummed out by the scale in two weeks!! Huzzah
without the scale to chase me I have gone over my calories A LOT TOOOOO much!!
BUT this has made me mellow out when I do go over... and not do a shameysad face
Zere can be such a thing as to mellow Miss Yellow... as in not caring... as in GAIN GAINGAIN...eek
I've been supertrooper workin OUT!! I run faster,longer,stronger (although attempted sandybeachstream-leap last run ended badly and I'm convinced proximal sheep and bunnies were laughing at me....not cool dudes).
NO ONE HAS NOTICED!!!! Are ya kiddin me? lousy, ok 14 pounds give or take is not that much but STILL, thats cold
I'm tired ALOT and that makes me sooooo freakin hungry!!
This weigh in could be what I need (oddly enough) to spur me on and get back on track (mixing metaphors...)
Or...I'ma climb in a vending machine and eat my way out...
OK it iz time 4 me to cook some ricenbeans and my spine is OW from sitting like a camel over computio SO wish me luck in the morning, if you don't see my weight ticker change assume I'm climbing candy mountain.