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JEANBRIDWELL
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Starting Over, Again

Saturday, July 16, 2011

I did so well 3 years ago with the help of SparkPeople and my local gym. Now I am forced to admit that I have slid slowly back, and past my former "disgusting" weight, to find a new, disgusting, weight.
I am amazed at my lack of energy and the difficulty starting even the simplest of routines. I caught myself starting up the 4 wheeler to carry a single 50# bag of feed about 75 feet. When did simple things become so difficult? I realized it has been months (since the snow went away) that I have been relying on a wagon to bring single bales of hay into the barn - about 50 feet, downhill.
Time for a change.
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  • v JEANBRIDWELL
    Thanks guys for the notes of support. Admitting failure is so difficult. But I have decided to move away from that reality, and into a healthier future.
    1870 days ago
  • v FINALLYBEINGME
    Its great that you're back..I've started and re-started this process, its not easy, the biggest thing is that you're back and in it again. Good luck!
    1870 days ago
  • v SETAGOAL1
    Don't give up on yourself. You are the

    only one that can make it happen for

    you. You have the power to succeed or

    fail.

    You have choosen to succeed.

    Janet emoticon
    1871 days ago
  • v STACIEORTIZ
    You are def. not alone! I am going through the ups and downs. It's life though. It is forever changing. Just have to get focused on what's important to us! I am writing little post it notes all over the house and before and after (yes! and Noooo!) photos of myself up! I find a lot of thinspiration from youtube too watching weight loss journeys when I have a minute too! It's motivating! I hope that you reach your goals!! emoticon
    1871 days ago
  • v GHOSTFLAMES
    GOOD LUCK ON YOUR STARTING OVER I AM AS WELL.
    WE WILL DO THIS WE ARE WORTH IT ONE DAY ONE STEP AT A TIME. TRACK DAILY YOUR FOOD AND FITNESS TO BE HELD ACCOUNTABLE AND DRINK PLENTY OF WATER. EAT YOUR FRUITS AND VEGGIES 5 A DAY SPARK SAY'S.
    I GOT O BED EARLIER TO GET UP EARLIER TO DO MY EXERCISES DAILY WORKS WELL. I LOST 30 AND GAINED IT BACK THINKING I COULD EAT WHAT EVER I WANT WRONG,WRONG,WRONG. TAKE CARE, CHAR
    1871 days ago
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