Saturday, July 09, 2011
I can't lose weight. I don't understand. For the past three weeks or more, I can't get past 188 - actually, I keep hovering closer to 190. I don't get it! I'm watching what I eat, I'm drinking my water, I'm exercising (this week, I went jogging 4 days, and did 2 cardio workouts, and the scale went UP 2 pounds!).
I'm getting so frustrated. Maybe I'm supposed to be a fat girl. Maybe my body is telling me I'm not supposed to weigh less than this.
I don't know what else to do, short of cutting off a limb. I know the number on the scale isn't supposed to matter - but it does, ok?
I'm trying hard not to let myself get discouraged, but really, what's the point if all my hard work isn't paying off?