why can't people think before they speak?
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
..the reason why I left work (I worked as a Spa Director and Aesthetic Instructor so I saw lot of people) was because I couldn't go thru one more day of someone asking me "so...when are you due?" (PS...I'm NOT pregnant...but, yes I do look like it...all/most of my weight is in my abdomen..)
I'm actually not sure what's worse..the comment or the fact that the person starts to back-peddle and keep on apologizing for the comment.....my "answer" to the question is "no..I'm not pregnant..it's just residual fat left from having the kids" (with a forced smile attached)
...this sort of thing happened to me today(again)...I've tried not to let it bother me, but it just reopens that wound that I've tried to hide by being at home (not good I know...)..this is the first time I've cried about it though...
and you would think it would be motivation to help me lose the weight...but it only makes me want to eat....UGH...I need to mentally get out of this funk....
Still haven't called the Nutritionalist yet...hopefully tomorrow.