Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Ugh! That's about the best thing I can say about my bod right now. For anyone not wanting TMI, close this now!
I've been on the depo shot for the last three years which means no visits from Aunt Flo for three years. I decided not to get the shot last time because I thought it was time to let my body do it's thing for a few months at least. AF could be here anytime but until she gets here, she is killing me! My chest is feels like two painful torpedos about to shoot off, my moods are OFF THE CHARTS all over the place and my weigh in today was brutal. Now the logical question would be ... "why, you foolish woman, would you get on the scale when you knew you were severely bloated as soon as you stood up this morning and felt like your feet were rounded on the bottom?" I Don't Know!! This is what I do to myself. I set myself up ... maybe to give myself an excuse to give up. I won't though. Not this time. I will get through this. Aunt Flo, while I welcome your visit (as much as any woman welcomes it), I am praying you arrive soon so my "prep" for your arrival can come to an end.
Now it is time for cardio. I'm hoping these torpedos won't shoot off during it. Although maybe losing one or two will help my next weigh in :)