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Again, for the LAST time!


Tuesday, June 21, 2011

OK ladies and gents....I'm back.....for the upteenth time, unfortunately.......but I'm back on my mission.
But a sistah is tired of the ebb and flow of this thing we call health (weight loss, eating healthy, exercise)!
I. like most of you, start out strong......determined.......m
otivated. But, somewhere along the way, this thing....my HUSBAND if you will, becomes harder and harder to get a handle on. He likes to slip slowly through my fingers and away from my mind until he is a distant memory I'd rather forget than revisit. Then, I have a day of "Ohhhhh, I feel so bloated.....my knee hurts.......I'm sluggish......" and it all ends with the same statement..."and I know why. I've been eating soooooo bad lately...."
And what do I do? I visit my side piece (the one I'm having the affair with.....the bad food) for comfort.
Ain't that twisted?
I feel bad because I eat bad then I eat bad because I feel bad.
I've always known this, but I have the amazing ability to LIE to myself......ya'll know what I mean. Blink your eyes if you can relate......
So, I have to do better..........no question and no excuses.
And no more internal lies.....
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Member Comments About This Blog Post:
NCPRINCESS7 9/7/2011 11:58AM

    I feel you...just said this to a friend of mine last week. We got this...mind over matter.

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TRACYZABELLE 9/7/2011 7:50AM

    Hows it going girl?

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JIBBIE49 8/14/2011 9:54PM

    emoticon Come back and stay.

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KAYEREADER 6/29/2011 10:14PM

    Hope your new start is going well!

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MZSASSY 6/22/2011 1:58PM

    Or girl do I know. I am so tired of that side line h*e that im leaving him and his friends alone for a while. I had WLS and he be all over me, but im tired and ready to stick with my husband for now until well until I tired and need a change of scenery.

WELCOME BACK!

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BILL60 6/21/2011 8:35AM

    Only you can do it. No body else.

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