Friday, June 17, 2011
“If you take a deep breath and look around, 'Look what's happening to me!' can become 'Look what's happening, period!' And what's happening? The incredible drama of life! And we're in it!”
I am. I am so tired in spirit, mostly Dealing with the mental stress of this job is starting to take its toll on me and what is ironic is it is so totally uncalled for. Most of it is repercussion; the boss rides her on something she did and has nothing to do with me so she has to find fault with me. The oldest employment scenario in the world. The problem is it's every time I come into work. So what is it that she is or isn't doing that he is riding her on that often.
I'm not claiming to be perfect I am far from perfect but when I'm working for someone else I always give 200% I have never run into this on any other employment I've had.
She's a have decent friend outside of work but as a *employer*.... she totally SUCKS!
But it's been 36 hours and today I've regrouped and whatever is eating at her or getting her down I am not going to let it effect me or drag me down any longer. I know I'm doing what needs to be done and more. So let her gripe and complain if it makes her “happy”. I'm going in there with a rested and fresh spirit today.
And if she comes at me with something that she figures she has on me? I'm just going to smile and respond with Ya know Sally you go ahead and point out what you think you've found fault with if that's what makes your day. I've done my job and done it beyond expectations I know it and anything you have to say about it isn't going to change that. So you go ahead and continue looking for and finding fault because you're sure to find something just to justify/satisfy your pessimism. You have a great day.