Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Wow what a week already!
It has been a difficult week already for me.
My mom passed away in March and we are burying her on Saturday. We are having a graveside service and a get together after. A lot of my moms family is out of state so we did this for them.My younger brother told me yesterday he was not going to the get together as he had too many things to do. I was upset, but let it be with him. My hubby knew I was very upset and had a talk with my brother, to let him know how I felt. My brother did not realize how upset I was over this he is now going to go. My dad had passed 12 years ago and I feel like the family starting falling apart then, now feel as if it is completely falling apart.
Then yesterday, my co-worker, and bus driver (I am a bus monitor for special needs pre-schoolers) got a phone call his daughter in S. Carolina had died of a heart attack. She is only a year or two older than me. Please keep him and the family in your prayers, his name is Lacy.
I am more determined than ever to get healthy! That is way to young to die.
According to my scales, I am up 1 lb. Could this be stress, not getting enough sleep, too much sodium? I am not sure, but I am not letting it hold me back. I am determined not to stress eat. I am not making excuses for myself. I want to lose weight and get healthy and to achieve this I need to stick to my goals.
Well off to work. I hope today is better than yesterday!
Have a great day!