day 13 completely raw
Monday, June 13, 2011
I am full of energy, I eat all the fruit and vegetable I want. Things are going great. I have been raw for 2 weeks now.
I am trying all kind of recipe but I am mainly staying with the same menu: 2 oranges, 1 banana and watermelon for breakfast. Watermelon and cherries for my snacks. 16 oz of green juice ( kale, ginger, lemon, celery, cucumber, parsley, wheatgrass) for lunch and a huge salad with chia, flax and sunflower seeds for supper. I drink 8 glasses of water to.
Lots of emotion are coming up to the surface as well. It is a good thing that I am alone during the day because I have been crying a lot but at the same time letting go of a lot of anger. I have been forgiving myself for many things as well as forgiving others. Main thing to remember : the past is the past and nothing you do can ever change it. It is hard to stay focus on the now but that is the answer to everything the present moment.
I am a bit nervous about friday ( I won a stay at a hotel room in Montreal ( on Facebook), room with jaccuzi and two passes for nordic bath). My hubby and I are going to enjoy the beautiful night so we can be lovers without any worries about my daughter in the room beside us and my mother in the basement. I am nervous about the food, because usually on a getaway like that, we pig out at our favorite restaurant. I usually have pizza with french fries and wine.
I found a beautiful restaurant that is vegan, vegetarian and for some meals raw. The thing is that they have smoked coconut and apparently that tastes exactly like bacon. ( the taste I miss the most still after 7 years, not the meat, the taste, because if I think of the meat I get sick thinking of that poor pig...) They offer a BLT. And that is served on regular bread..... The definition of a raw person is somebody that eats 70% of their food raw, so I figure that eating only one meal out of 17 days worth of food, I can still call myself raw.
Have a beautiful week pretty ladies.