Monday, June 06, 2011
It has been a long three months between working on the upkeep of my first house, picking up the slack at work, and managing to find time to embrace the cardio and kick out the fast food.
Even though this is my first blog entry, I am proud to say that I am entering my last ten phase, which I've been told to take slowly. Perhaps I will try to remember and relive all of the moments leading up to this point in posts after this, as a way to help myself strengthen my goals and my reasons for joining sparkpeople.
At this moment in time, my biggest struggle is to keep the powerful momentum i;ve had to excercise. I'm always afraid I'll run out of steam any day and shoot right up to where I started. I'm still not used to my body change yet, and I cling to the suffocating self-consciousness that I've known since I can remember, even though I am the lightest I have ever been at this height in my life!
Right now the greatest thing keeping me going is the obvious notice of weight loss mentioned by those I see frequently. Even if I don't always agree.