Wow, what a weekend! Had lots of fun Friday and Saturday w/the family. Took the kids riding four wheelers and then to Jeep Jam on Saturday after hubby got off work. It was nice to spend time together. We all had a great time!

I have to admit I've been feeling a little down lately though. Someone I thought was a good friend apparently is the type she can't have more than one friend at a time. Suddenly her and and old friend (who betrayed her) have hooked back up and now I'm thrown to the wind... feeling like a sloppy second :( I'm not one to have a lot of friends to begin with - yes, I have friends I chat with and lots of Facebook buddies and Spark Buddies, but when it comes to that friend that you share your deep secrets with - nope, nada.... Hubby is my best friend but sometimes it's nice to have a girls night or even just sit with a cup of coffee and chat but I just don't have anyone and hubby doesn't understand. On top of this friend thing, I've not been making it to the gym. Too busy with the kids and hubby doing his thing which lately doesn't involve the gym either. Until yesterday I had been eating right but yesterday was my breaking point and I caved to a batch of homemade brownies (ok, I didn't eat the whole batch, but I ate a couple). I blame some of it on TOM too.... I just wanted chocolate soooo bad!

Anyway, I don't want a pity party, but thought maybe if I put my thoughts down, I'd feel better. This is another busy week - our last for soccer - so hoping to get back to ME soon. I need something to make me feel good about myself again. I'm thinking tonight if I can't make it to the gym, I'm going to crank up my ipod and dance around the house just to get myself moving! I don't want to fall back into the same rut and routine I was in that got me where I am now...

thanks for "listening"...