Monday, June 06, 2011
for some reason with sadie turning 2 in a few months I have started to have MAJOR MAJOR anxiety and I dont know whats causing it or why its started again Im feeling anxiety about my dogs whether Im walking them playing with them enough they run around in the yard with their tennis balls for a long while theyd rather play with the balls than take their walks.
and for some reason I am feeling guilty about playing with sadie more paying her more attention than ruffy they are 4 yrs apart and I guess him being 6 and slightly overweight IDK I am feeling the empty next syndrome and I know I know thats ridiculous.. right?? hes the older one and I am very very very protective of him I worry about him all the time eversince he was little and I dont know why sadie I love her shes my girl Ive always always wanted a female dog ( weve only ever had male) so when we got her I was ecstatic but even though shes made ruffy more enegetic and less lonely ( he and I were both so lonely before her) I am feeling guilty and I dont know how to explain it or stop it.. is this natural normal??