Sunday, June 05, 2011
Well...I think I've reached the point that I'm disgusted with myself. Last July 1, I was 230lbs. This July I doubt I'll even be 240lbs. Lately one day I'm 247lbs the next I'm 244lbs. Some of it may be due to TOM some of it I'm sure is me not eating properly and drinking adequate water. I thought about things last night while I was stuffing my face with pizza. Although my hubby to be is happy with the way I am and will love me no matter what weight I'm at I need to make this change for myself. He supports me no matter what.
So this morning I woke up and watered the garden and my flowers and decided to go for a walk. I still have my gym membership but I have a hard time getting myself to go there when it's so nice outside and he is unable to go along with me. At this point I think I'm going to cancel it and just stick to walking outside in the fresh air. While it isn't very high impact I did break a sweat and it is better than nothing. I got in 26 minutes this morning or walking. A week from tomorrow we are bring out doggy home so I hope that helps with encouragement in walking her.
We are going through a hard time right now. With the hubby slipping into depression due to his shattered knee and being afraid of never being able to walk again and me not working many hours, things are running thin. We love each other very much and this is just on obstacle to test our relationship. We are managing and we just have to continue to support and help each other through this time of hardship. Only 8.5 weeks to go and hopefully he will be able to start PT and begin walking again. :)