The "F" word

Saturday, June 04, 2011

I'm angry. I'm so angry!
Not because of any particular situation that set me off but I'm angry at the whole of it. I'm fed up at being looked at as less of a person because I'm more of a person. Overweight people are treated like lepers in today's society.
Do you know that I've been told by more then one person that I should start doing cocaine to lose weight?
What is that!!!!!
How is it possible that people believe it is better to be a coke addict than to be overweight?

And I'm tired....
I'm tired of spending three hours putting on makeup, doing my hair and wearing a great outfit just to be passed over by a guy for some 100lb girl who is so underweight she can hardly hold her head up.

I'm frustrated...
I'm frustrated that I haven't lost more than ten pounds in the last five months.

I'm so....urghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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    2423 days ago
    if those guys aren't looking at you , you don't need them anyway ! i'm sure there are alot of single guys right here on sparks that could go through this journey with you !
    first and formost, you have to get your mind set on this journey and not let people or situations bring you down !
    make peace with your past and continue on your journey, the best is yet to come ! emoticon emoticon
    2425 days ago
  • MRE1956
    Whoa.....cocaine? YIKES! Time to get those kinds of folks out of your life for good (assuming that those were more than casual acquaintances, of course) - nothing good can come from that!

    Sorry you're struggling......hang in there - and don't let the "turkeys" get you down!


    2425 days ago
    Hi Ms. Muse... glad to see you blogging again! Go ahead let it out! I hear you! Life is unfair..... fuuuuggeedddaaaabbouttit! Just love yourself... be confident, believe in yourself just as you are...accept yourself.. you are beautiful and one day the right guy will recognize that. In the meantime, congrats on the weight loss... it's not a race, it's for the rest of your life ... so pace yourself! You can do it! BTW, three hours is too much time to "get ready." Take 15 minutes and then get out there and live your life on your terms! That's all for today! with love, riva rivaderchi emoticon
    2426 days ago
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