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7,000-8,499 SparkPoints I am grumpy...

Wednesday, June 01, 2011 I am starting to see a trend in my behavior as well as my last two posts...I am sounding so cranky these days.

I have to admit, I have been struggling with somethings in my personal life for the past several months. I am frustrated with a particular situation that I just cannot change right now. I am emotionally exhausted from dealing with this particular issue and it is not going to change anytime soon.

At the end of January I was down to 134 and am now back to 139 after hitting 141 at the beginning of May. I have been trying to eat better and have been exercising at least a little bit everyday. Yesterday, I was so frustrated that when I was on the elliptical I was on autopilot and before I knew it, I was at level 12 and cranking away. That is a good thing I guess.

But it is not enough. I was listening to myself at work the other day and heard constant complaining. I am turning into the person that I cannot stand to be around. I don't want to be that person...not to my family, my friends or my coworkers. I keep telling myself to be more positive...and I am trying...but sometimes...just the little things get to me...and before I know it the rant begins...

I am trying to vent more in my journal and when I exercise...but sometimes...I just need to say it out loud... blog will be more positive...
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GABBY308 6/1/2011 8:21PM

    That's what these blogs are for aren't they? Vent all you want, then look into meditation for relieving all that stress! emoticon

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BARNABUSA1 6/1/2011 3:12PM

    Yay for GRUMPY! He was my favorite dwarf because all that grumpiness just covered up a lovely, large marshmallow heart.

Sounds like you are using all the positive means available to you plus the power of realization. You are okay, friend. You are so much further along than I am on the fitness route. Thanks for sharing the bumps in your road. I am a long ways behind you but I can see the path you have forged ahead of me.

I am following you, slowly, but steadfastly….love, Sleepy emoticon

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