Wednesday, June 01, 2011
I missed my workout today, but am still feeling pretty good. I woke up this morning when I was supposed to be leaving for work, and was unbelievably tired all day. So, I pretty much expected that I'd be too tired for my run. Yesterday I had an AMAZING workout, so I don't feel too bad.
It's funny; every day I check, and sort of hope for an email from my ex(?). However, the last time he sent one, and today when I got a money transfer with a note, I am overwhelmed with anxiety. Last year this would have sent me into a horrible uncontrollable eating fest. Today, I looked at my to-do list, and did a few things. It seems so small and I know I'll always have to work at not letting my emotions control my eating, but I am so proud of myself. I am finally getting this mindfulness thing :)