Sunday, May 29, 2011
I need a moment to vent.
Have you heard of the story where some of the Biggest Loser contestants who lost an extreme amount of weight and then gained it back. I wondered how the heck is was possible?
Well, I am beginning to understand.
I am finding myself going in a circle for the past few months. I will gain, lose, gain and then lose.
Sometimes we have to sit back and figure out what we are doing wrong. The weight will not come on that easily, not if you are doing everything right.
I found myself cheating a few times and not exercising the way I should. At the same time, I am playing this denial game that "oh I can lose it next week"
I'm tired of lying to myself. With all the hard work I've put in to lose this weight so far, I refuse to go back. Giving up is not an option for me. I have wasted the early years of my life being unhappy with my body. It's my time to shine. So, I'm going to stick to it and keep moving. Enough with the excuses.