Tuesday, February 13, 2007
It's super hard to believe that I am still in the 150's. I am so upset with myself for not working harder these past weeks! I've never had such a hard time getting focused, motivated, encouraged to lose weight ...it amazes me that I haven't been more pumped to do this!! I'm a little late with this blog and tomorrow is my WI for Week 8 ...yikes ...and I peeked at the scale so I'm positive that once again I will have yet another gain, sheesh!! I'm beginning to realize now more than ever that I can't do this on my own ...I'm having such a hard time, more so then I ever though possible!! Something is going to have to change and fast otherwise I won't be seeing my goal weight in April ...it just seems SO far away!! Tomorrow I will starting an eight week running program and this time with NO excuses! ...I AM GOING TO DO THIS!!!