Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Ok so along with what i mentioned in the other blog...my net goes down, my computer just quits working, my husband is on suspension for something that really isn't his fault, gas prices are through the roof, and now a heavy depression has hit me. I went from being a size 12 to a size 16....i was 190 about to leave the 190 zone when i all of a sudden went up to 200 pounds again!!!!!!! I have been eating right and stopping when i am satisfied but it seems that my body is just plain old being difficult. I really really need a deversion from what is going on around me and i need to get out of this darn trailor park!!!!!! Everyone seems to think i am miss fix it all and i am not. I have heard of a bought of bad luck but darn this is a tad rediculouse. It all needs to stop now!!! I don't understand...it's not like i am a person who puts their interests before what needs to be done but yet i still feel like i am being punished for something......Is anyone else going through this or is it just me???????? I wish i knew what was going on. I wish it would all stop. I wish i could get out to a park or something. I just wish gas prices would go down so i can get my kids out of the trailor park too.