Wednesday, May 18, 2011
I'm pretty excited right now - I am back to feeling motivated and having good energy. It seems that for some time I've been barely maintaining and struggling - but now for the past 3 weeks I turned a new corner and feeling great. Even on those days with crazy cravings and drinking and such I don't totally blow it out of the park ... I just go to the higher end of my calories for that day. I'm enjoying being back on sparkpeople and keeping accountable to myself in a public way so that I know a few people are keeping an eye on me too and I don't want to let them down either.
Life is good - there has been a LOT of interesting things, good, bad, and crazy happen in the past few months... I moved in with my boyfriend - I got attacked by a bobcat/lynx 50 lb cat and won - my ex husband died, my son has been in a lot of trouble spots and now is on the mend and making changes in his life.... wow it has been a lot to take in during a very short time period ... but with God taking control and me breathing and trusting in God I have flew through all of it! I'm so happy and feeling more content than I have in quite some time. Of course I still have moments of anxiety and have to refocus, but over all I am feeling wonderful and like life is great.
all for now....