Monday, May 16, 2011
Ok here it is, First time back on SP in quite a long time..I'm lost for words to write, so much has went on in my life in the last eighteen months. My training is the one thing that has kept me sain.
Our home has been repossessed by the banks, so when that went so did my fitness studio...I miss my studio
The feeling of failure I have within me is gut wrenching, my confidence
has been shattered, but any one that knows me canít see that, they just see the girl they know who show the face they need to see, They canít see the cracks and never will. Will I ever get my confidence back.. on wards and upwards for us..
To fear is not to hear
Open you ears and you will not fear
Close your ears and youíll fear forever
Fear is tears which sets us free
Fear gives us strength so we hear more
Hear more and you will not fear
Wear your fear upon your tears
Year after year we see no tears
For we fear old dears who swear.
Spear the Deer and feel the fear
Fear has a place in life
With out fear we would not be hear.