Monday, May 16, 2011
What does a new married life, difficult medical issues and not having a concrete place to rest my head equal? STRESS.
I'm sure a lot of you have gone through, or are going through, hard times and new challenges. My life took a turn when my fiance was diagnosed with Stage 3 brain cancer last July, then we fast forward to October we got married....and because of medical bills and other finances we had to remain at home with my parents in their downstairs basement apartment. For a few months it was fine because I was (and still am) dizzy in love. But now....
I'm going insane! I thought I could handle this, I thought I was better than this but the newleymarried joy is wearing off. I kept the wedding weight down to 145 for awhile...then slowly I crept back up. It was a measley 5-7 pounds at first and I hovered at 155 which I was generally okay with. But then, I got tired of not having my own place...my job was not working out...my husband was spirling into cancer depression and I was going down with him!
I'm calling out for spark people help. I know I can't do this diet thing on my own and I am desperately seeking a friend and confidant that I can work with and grow with. I now weigh about 165-170 which is a lot for my little frame.
So, if there is anyone out there that wants to fight with me to get control of life and work hard I am definitely wanting to put in the time.
I wish all of you the best of luck in your journey and continued success!