Monday, May 09, 2011
I've been away. My husband got back from a deployment and I totally lost it. I stopped everything. My elliptical glider broke and it took a month to get it fixed. So, while it was broken I took it as an excuse to screw off. I ate crappy. I weighed 170 on Christmas. 100 pounds gone! Then I screwed off. I gained 20 pounds back and I feel it. I feel the fat rolls, the out of breath feeling from not exercising daily, I feel sleepy. I got tired of counting calories. I got tired (even after the elliptical glider got fixed) of working out. I got tired of all of it. Now, I looked at myself last night in the mirror and thought, "what are you doing?" It felt so good to go shopping and actually find cute clothes. I don't want to go back to wearing and buying whatever is available for bigger gals. The weight will come off. I just need to get back in the habit. Off I go...work out this morning...1 hour on the elliptical! I'm actually looking forward to it!!