Tuesday, May 03, 2011
So today has not been good. My boyfriend of almost 2 years broke up with me this morning. I've been trying to keep myself together for my coworker and well... myself too. As it gets closer to the end of the day all I want to do is go home and curl up in bed with some ice cream and pop corn and cry the night away.
This is so not healthy, emotionally or physically but I can't seem to help myself. I'm not motivated that's for sure. Pretty much just left heart broken and hungry ://
I'm going to try and stay away from food as much as possible especially because I know I won't work out. Even as I'm typing it, I convince myself I should but I know myself better than that... I won't.
I'm at a cross roads. And I don't know where I want to go or what to do. Fight or flight.