Monday, May 02, 2011
Well here it is May 2nd and things have been crazy hectic in my life. My man has been sick with the flu for 2 weeks, had to take him to the ER last week, this threw me completely off.
I am having trouble getting into the groove of things. It doesn't help that now it's that TOM for me, so I really don't feel like working out. I must say that I have kind of eased my mind with not wanting to please others. I have decided that either people will love me or just not like me but I am not going to kill muyself trying to get in shape to please others.
I am anxious & nervous about my trip to Chicago at the end of June
If I could lose about 8 pounds I think I would be happy. I can't lose a ton of weight by then but I can't even seem to find my MOJO!!!!! I don't wanna workout but I know I need to.. The best time would be for me to workout before work but I just been lazy & sleeping in. So I am going to have to DIG VERY, VERY DEEP!!
Whew, just needed to get that out..LOL..