Friday, February 09, 2007
I've thought about giving up it's been 14 weeks now & only lost 6 pounds, then i read some threads & decide I'M NOT GIVING UP, it's gonna take some time to get this off the right way, I didn't get like this over night it took me about 6 yrs. to put this weight on I just hope it doesn't take 6 to get it off..some times i think what the heck i'm tired of this but then I think you know I'm eating better & my cholestrol is going down & that's good, I got into some pants that I haven't wore in about a year there a little snug but not real tight I can sit in them & not be gasping for air so I figure I'M NOT GIVING UP JUST YET ,I got to get my butt back to exerciseing too, I haven't done any in a week so tonight I'm gonna start back, nope not tonight I'm gonna start now , we have a treidmill in the store for us to walk or run on I'm gonna get on it right now,,,,,I want to be able to go to deer camp & help clean out shooting lanes this year without having to huff & puff the whole time were doing it, I want to be able to help on the farm without huffing & puffing too,, I AM GOING TO DO THIS FOR MYSELF!!!!!!!!!! I want to be able to get up & walk across the floor without my feet hurting me when I first get up from sitting down or from getting out of the car or the truck,, I WILL DO THIS,,,,my health is worth it, my body deserves it, it will be done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!