Monday, April 25, 2011
I found a copy of The Spark at my library. I couldn't face the hubs after buying one more diet book. So I get to read it this way and not have to deal with "the look" I am working on setting a few goals. This is harder than I thought it would be. I have spent so long just existing. I wonder if anyone else has ever been in that point. Where you are just numb. And the only reason you are breathing is because you don't have to think about it. So I guess that I have more thinking than I thought I did. I thought that I had a good reason to stay motivated but after getting the flu I just never got back into my working out. I wonder if I started doing to much to soon. So I am off to think even more about this existence that I call a life.