Saturday, April 23, 2011
Wow yesterday after making my blog about getting back on track with the sugar deal low and behold we went to town to get a spiral ham for easter and dh said 3 times you want an ice cream i said no he said are you sure i said yes i am sure !
Then he got real quiet and i knew he wouldn't get a ice cream unless i did . I FELT REALLY BAD ! Long story short we went in and i said to myself i've already blowed it yesterday i might as well get a banana split . DH smiled and said that sounds good think i will get one to so there we sit with our banana splits after me not eating sugar for 40 days it was really sweet to me but GOOD ! They have really cut back on the toppings and whip cream but it was big enough. I did enjoy every bite of it but i only do that about 2-3 times a year if that much and it was lunch for me but then i got thinking i might as well eat some sugar i didn't lose a lb that 40 days so once in a while i will have a childs cone and 1/4 cup of dry cereal with my coffee @ 5 am and go back to treating myself to a candy cane aday i miss that and it's only 40 calories but i want to stay in the 1200 calorie range daily.Sorry i been going back and forth on this sugar decision the last 2 days but i am just venting !
Please pray for me it is really hard to stay on the 1200 calories and not lose any weight but i'm not gaining and feel better ! I got to stay on it for me ! Have a good Easter !