Thursday, April 21, 2011

I just want to vent about ADDICTION. I am totally and completely addicted to food. I was at the grocery store yesterday and through out the whole store I was having to stop myself and say you don't NEED it. I swear it was like have a devil and an angel on opposite shoulders lol. It's not really funny but still how many times have you gone through the same thing? Addiction is hard no matter what it is you are addicted to. I remember a part in the movie Super Size Me (great movie) when a guy was saying something about when he was at a dinner there was a smoker that was being badger for smoking it's so bad for you, why don't you quit, what's the matter with you... and then he goes on to say that at the same table there is a obese person who ordered dessert, and all he could think was how come it's ok to badger the smoker but not ok to confront the obese person. On one level I was thinking WOW this guy's a total ass. Now looking back when I was smoking (which I have quit for good, the stuff is horrible) I can remember always getting shit for it all the time from all kind of people the dirty looks and everything. Never do I remember someone ever telling me you know that double cheese burger is going to kill you one day. Not that it would have changed anything you have to change when YOU are ready no one can force you in to it, but really I wish someone had. I have quit smoking, I have quit unhealthy relationships, and I did those without a second thought so why am I struggling so hard?!?! The only thing I can think is that this FOOD ADDICTION so many face without even knowing they have it is the worst of the worst to overcome and beat. I WILL DO IT! I am not weak I will not be ruled by any addiction ever again... Well maybe not but hey that's a good for you addiction LOL! Any who I just needed to vent ADDICTION SUCKS but it will not rule me emoticon
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    emoticon It is hard but never is anything impossible. One day at a time, just remember like I do that if your going to binge at least do it right and by that I mean healthy. Baby carrots, any kind of raw unsalted nut, and my favorite String cheese emoticon ... Good luck with getting through french I'm sure you will do great emoticon
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    Comment edited on: 4/21/2011 12:18:24 PM
    I am a COE, with food addiction, and an emotional eater. I am trying not to binge when studying the food chapter in french.
    2370 days ago
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