Monday, April 18, 2011
For months I have been half a$$ing my health and weight loss during. NO MORE, I am done I refuse to let myself be who I know I will be if I do not fix it NOW. I have always put of for tomorrow what I should have done today. So for my husband who puts up with me and my daughter who loves me I make this blog to pledge that the old me is GONE! I will not be ruled by FOOD! I will use food the way it is meant to be used as ENERGY! No more excuses it IS NOT denying myself the thing I love it is slowly setting me back and killing me. Exercise I know when I am doing it and after I am done that I like it so why is it that it is so hard to find the time?!?! BECAUSE I'M LAZY!!!!!!! NO MORE lazy ass there is always time to save your life. Because that is what I plan to do, save my own life. I will not be on medication in 5 years I WILL not be Tired all the time. I will be there for my family I will smile and play with my dear Palynn. I will not be a shut in, locked in my apartment because I'm to tired to go anywhere or do anything. I will be the person I know I can be. My husband will be able to stop walking on egg shells around me lol. My poor hubby he is so very patient I owe it to him more then anyone to be happy and healthy. This will not be the start of I DIET I do not believe in a DIET this is for my new way of life I am breaking the cycle. I know that I have that Strong Skinny Girl in me and I WILL STOP shutting her up with cookies and lazy days. I will let her take control and run with it to see how strong I can really be. LETS DO THIS!!!!!