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Saturday, April 16, 2011

I got the NO for another job I had interviewed for. I really thought this was the one for me. I don't know how much longer I can keep up the front of bieng positive and trying to keep my chin up. So discouraging. I am packing up now and am losing my home I have lived in for the last 20 plus years. Yes, I have to move back home. Not sure if my Bf will be moving there with me. Between this and everything else going on that's not good the stress ,worry and anxiety is starting to take it's toll. I am really tired of people telling me my whole life that i ma stong person. I am really not it's all just a act. So my eating has been out of control as with the exercise. I am trying to get back on track but can't.

I want the old me back so bad, The happy go lucky fun girl. All I can do is try and I do know that this is a temporary situation and I will not have to live at home forever. Sorry to be such a downer just had to blog tonight. Get it off my chest.

I hope you all are doing well and are having a great weekend.
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DOODIE59 4/16/2011 10:45PM

    I'm sorry to hear about your troubles. It's hard to leave a place after so many years. Perhaps living with your parents for a short time will ease some of the other stresses in your life ...

On the plus side, the bad times won't last forever, and the one thing you ARE in control of is what goes into your mouth. So if through all this stress you can at least put quality food into your body and exercise to get rid of stress you will be that much more ready to face your new job when it (finally:)) comes along. Be good to yourself through these hard times.
Take care

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