Wednesday, April 13, 2011
It's going on 10:30. I'm hungry. All I want to do is ravage my pantry for chips, crackers, or cookies!!! I already had a granola bar to quell the thoughts of salty, sugary goodness, but to no avail. I still find myself sitting here thinking about food. GGGRRRR.....
As much as I can tell myself that I don't need the extra calories or that I should just go to bed, I find myself sitting here contemplating blowing my whole day on a binge of yumminess. :(
Here is where I need to step it up. I need to hold tight and think skinny. Once I begin to go downhill, I tumble full force down and down until I've eaten so many calories I don't even want to count. Ultimately, the bad day becomes a bad rest of the week and I will regain any good I may have done so far. It's Wednesday night....almost Thursday. I can do this!!! I have lost 3lbs this week and despite the fact that the pantry is calling me to break into my husband's stash of chips and oroes, I will not! I am taking control of the situation and not giving in and feeling like a failure. I'll take hungry over that!
I guess all I needed was to talk it out with myself. I'm not going to give in. I'm going to take a shower and go to bed. Tomorrow is a new day and I don't want to already be in calorie debt for a lack of judgment I may make tonight.