Wednesday, April 13, 2011
So I am doing well with trying to keep calories around 1300 a day, and fat, carbs, and protein at a good level. i went to the doctors yesterday and he said "you've lost weight!!" I was like "yes, I have." He said "what are you doing?" I said "cutting calories". He said hows that going I a, said ' I am so hungry!!"
Its true, some days are better than others. When I am home with the kids I feel fine, but at work when I am bored , I can feel my stomach growling!! I am bringing my weight down and that is great. I am trying not to be so focused on every piece of food I eat, but it is a little scary. I am scared that I will gain not lose all the time. I am just starting to feel a little bit better about myself, and I want to continue to feel this way! I actually bought a tankini for the summer, I figure I have a good 2 months before I put it on, I should probably lose another 10 pounds by then, who knows maybe 15 pounds will go away. My 5 year old is so proud of me, she keep telling people my mommy is losing weight! Part of me thinks it is adorable the other part is scared . I don't want her to obsess about weight ,etc.