Wednesday, April 13, 2011
For years I have heard 2 things from people who meet the creative side of me, I need to be on stage, and I need to open an Etsy shop... I used to front for bands but have taken a 5 yr hiatus. And although Ive always wanted to open an Etsy shop, Ive just never been confident enough I guess. I decided to just go for it. I created my Etsy shop today, though nothing is up for sale yet, it is in the works. I also put out a CL add last week looking for musicians to jam with and had a first meeting today which went great! It just felt good. I also posted a video of me singing on youtube so anyone replying to the add would know what to expect, which wasnt easy bc its pubic and puts me out there! Of course I told my mom and shes been showing everyone she knows, its nice to know shes still proud. By the way, aIm flying her out here Tomorrow! Im so exited to see her, Im even more elated that she gets to spend 2 weeks with Calissa and Calissa her! Ive planned hikes and walks and plenty of activities and I am so in need of this. Ive been doing great with eating, exercise, driving, and productivity.
Im not feeling perfect or great but I still have reasons to smile and enjoy my life. With enough reminders and triumphant out of my comfort zone moments each day can only get better and better and before I know it I will have enough confidence and coping skills to negate this fabulously difficult thing called life! I know I am worthy of happiness and health, I am capable of reaching my fullest potential!
Alright, alright blah dee blah blah, yall have a good night & thanks for the encouragements and support!