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Honesty

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Hey, let's be honest. The past couple of days, I've fallen off the wagon. I just haven't cared. I've been eating such terrible things...KNOWING that they will put me over on calories and not even caring. The only explanation I have is that I am so close to going on vacation and part of me wants to throw all my efforts out the window and just take a break. But, intellectually, I know that is not the right way to think. And I know deep down it will NOT make me feel good...it will make me feel worse. So, tomorrow, I start over. I forget about the past few days and vow to think differently...instead of thinking of it as a time to blow everything off, it's a time to stay on track and get EXTRA exercise (walking ALL day EVERY day and using a brand new workout room at the hotel!!! And sleeping in with no kids around - yes, that is healthy too!)

Frankly, it can't come soon enough!!! But stay on me tomorrow...I can't keep sinking in this pit of unhealthy food. I need some help and encouragement to keep up the work I've been putting into it for the past 7 weeks!!!
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  • BETRME100
    It sounds like you devised a plan to get you back on track..how's it been working?

    I'm sorry I wasn't around to welcome you to the Bloomington team when you joined, but let me welcome you today (hey, my mom always told me better late than never)!
    2048 days ago
  • MARVEEME
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    Kick butt today...............even if it's your OWN BUTT!

    C'mon, you know what you want, and you know what you need to do to get it.

    Go get 'em tiger!

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    2060 days ago
  • MARINO124
    It's your choice. It's a new day. Make the best of it! Think of how proud you will feel!

    BTW, I know exactly how you feel about not caring. What's up with that!?! We know its not going to help us move in the right direction! Lately, I have been keeping a log on the reasons why I eat. It's quite interesting what you find when you question yourself on the moment, during the action...

    But, you know what? You've do it and you can do it again. JUST DO IT! emoticon
    2060 days ago
  • AWOOD1973
    Way to think of it the way you are! Everyday is a new day with new choices! Start over and get it girl! You can do this! :)
    2061 days ago
  • MOMMACASSEY
    I just pulled myself back onto the wagon yesterday, and I know it's hard. Even when it's bad for us, things so often are so much easier... no, especially when it's bad for us. But you've made the decision, and that's a huge step. emoticon
    2061 days ago
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