Take A Step Back and Re-evalute Where You Are At
Monday, April 11, 2011
To those of you who have left me messages, posts, e-mails, etc, and have not heard back from me, I apologize to you. It was nothing personal against you or SparkPeople. It was all me.
I have been fighting a mental battle called stress. My hours at work have been decreasing since last November, but I still seemed to get the hours that I needed to make life move along. Recently hours have been cut more and I am currently looking for work elsewhere to make up for the lack. I am keeping my job because I spent too many years of my life devoted to being successful to let it just slip away plus the pay is good.
My mom had a seizure about a week ago. Out of the blue. She has an appointment with her family doctor today so I hope that he can put her on the right path to treatment. This is the second one just over a year so to have an answer as to why and a means of controlling it would be a great blessing to our family.
I decided to wallow in self-pity with the 'why me' mantra, but that has gone on for far too long. If I want another job and if I want to be here for my parents I need to welcome healthy eating and exercise back into my life. I am ready to be back