Wednesday, April 06, 2011
Seems I get going, then I quit!
Why is it that it was so easy to stay on track for 6-7 months last year, and now, when I KNOW first hand how important it is for my health, is it so hard to keep it together for more that a few days!
On the 23rd of March, I got a call from my sister. Her husband was in the hospital, his body too weak to even go through his dialysis, and they did not expect him to make it 48 hours! I went to the hospital and stayed with my sister and her son, until, at 7pm Bob quietly and peacefully left this world! Though it was the best outcome for him (his quality of life had become so poor), it has made for a tough couple of weeks...and that is my excuse for ignoring all of my sparkfriends, to whom I owe so much!
It is just one, in a long list of excuses, that have kept me from getting my focus back, and the most frustrating part is that I know what I need to do, I have done it before, for months!, in spite of 'the excuses' - so what, in the name of all that is good, is my PROBLEM?
I don't know!
But I can't just give up!
And I am going to pray that I get my 'mojo' back!
And I am going to pray for all of my sparkfriends that find themselves in similar situations!
Cautiously I say, Let's Spark-on, Let's really just make it happen and Spark On!
Hugs to all!