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Failure.

Monday, April 04, 2011

I joined SP over 4 years ago when my weight was 116lbs. I just wanted to look better naked and get rid of a little belly. It did not work, because I traveled a lot and did not have internet access in most of the places I had lived in.
So after idling for almost a year and when going for a job interview I could not zip up my only pair of dress pants I decided it was time. i joined a local gym and quit after a month. It just did not work for me. Then I got a pair of 10 lbs dumbbells and started working out at home three or four times per week. And I also started walking home from work which took about 3 hours, but I had some time to spare. In 3 month I was 110, toned like never before.
After moving back to the US i joined a real gym and was working out my regular 3 times per week, but I stopped doing a lot of cardio, because I really wanted to gain muscle. So I put on 12 lbs of pure muscle and looked my best. i was not just a skinny model-like girl I was a hot looking woman.
But then something happened. I stopped working out in the winter, because i am just never active when it is cold out. So now 8 month later I am 130lbs and all my muscles dessapeared under my belly fat and I can not stop eating junk.
I feel worst and worst every day. The way i look makes me moody. And the moodier I am the more I eat. I can't get out of this vicious circle.
I guess I need help.
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STEPHIE33 6/7/2011 5:20PM

    oh and ur not a failure ur just training in succeeding ;)

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STEPHIE33 6/7/2011 5:19PM

    u know gurl i had a knee injury last year and just had surgery i gained alot of weight back after goin off the pain meds but im startin again i mean u did it once u can do it again it just takes you bein mad enough to do it i think lol start small and then u will get it back im gonna be on here once a week i will say just cuz i have alot goin on right now and u can leave me messages if u need someone to help u stay focused k... u gotta pick urself up dust urself off and start again u can do it i know u can ;)

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